goal: doesn’t matter if i get accepted, i’m gonna prepare to apply to 3 doctorate programs in december 2015 for fall 2016.
I need you to think about why in order for you to care about my safety you have to relate to me as a sister niece daughter wife mom grandma or whatever as if I need to prove my femininity in order for you to care
Do you know I am a person and just by virtue of being a person I deserve respect, my body and mind to be safe, as I feel you do too? Chew on that shit ok
believing in someone, believing in the love i have for people, especially people i share so much intimate spaces with, won’t protect me from getting hurt physically or emotionally, but it will protect my spirit and theirs. so i’m going to trust that. bahala na.
why i can’t be poly right now:
when i was poly it was like —- i was finding bits and pieces of the love that i wanted, in different people. i was also finding bits and pieces of the love that was lacking, the ones that i already had but couldn’t yet figure out how to give to myself. so i was poly not because i had so much love, i was lacking it and was looking to other people and using their bodies and hearts to fill myself up. but i was filling myself up with other peoples’ desires and dreams in order to feel whole, i used being poly as a buffer to prevent intimacy so i don’t get hurt. but it had the opposite effect —- i hurt myself and people around me. all of these things i need to critically ask myself why before i can say yes to poly again.
- people:you just want everything to be gayme:yes
- “If men were socialized to desire love as much as they are taught to desire sex, we would see a cultural revolution.”— bell hooks, All About Love: New...
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